Dear Homo Diary;

2009-08-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

I need food !
Need foooood ! I believe it is necessary to start the mission now.

OBJECTIVE: TO GET THE JAR OF PEANUT BUTTER AND A SPOON SAFE AND SOUND.

Mission: To get pass bibik and mama and tok in the kitchen. Haihhh *

Plan A: Charge ! Attack people who gets in our (fareez,farissa and myself) way .Problem is they're old citizens.

Plan B: Make someone else to do it.

Plan C: Make our own peanut butter. But it'll cost us more trouble.

Plan D: Run. Hide and seek.

Plan E: Give up.

we choose Plan D. it's the safest. of course.
but lastly we turn to plan E, since Farissa's been an angel after 8 years living and said we're goin to damn hell if we proceed.

2009-08-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

I bought my new Diary of a wimpy Kid !
yeay !

High school sucks

2009-08-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

I think people High School is the stupidest idea ever. I think people should not go to school.
Gain free money. I wish people dont get tired. Live and laugh forever. And people should just be happy. People will be happy if there is no high school.

Jamming with them shizznit

2009-08-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

Haizz. I skipped school today, with my brothers and went Jamming. Hanging out with them boys are like hanging out with bunch of negroids. I love them. But they're so gay and think condoms are sweet, yikes*

high fuck

2009-08-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

I am watching family guy in youtube.
Faqyh's not going to be online for awhile. I'm gonna miss him,
I know I don't usually say this.
But i really meant it,
PJK paper is due tomorrow. PAFETIC !
They should have finished it today instead. Darn.
and i finished to packets of duct tapes today. I am addicted to that thing, seriously.
And craving for more !

2009-08-16T00:40:00.000-07:00

It's because we're different.
Can't you see ? I am weak, I am too weak to be your cure.
Here's our stop. Forever ends here. As i said.
I hate you,

2009-08-14T01:45:00.000-07:00

It's so easy to pretend I'm not home when someone is knocking at my door.
I never let anyone in.
I've lost myself under a thousand layers of sarcasm and wit and indifference.
I've lost myself in that tiny little hole.
But I can't help but see the walls are caving in.
And then there was you.
You opened the door.
Just.
This.
Once.
And for a moment, you found me.
But you ran away.

When the storm comes, I'll laugh and I'll cry and I'll run through the streets until my lungs explode.
I'll run.
Alone.
The wind is all I have.
I will follow the colors you've so carefully painted around your little head of fire.
I will follow you into the night.
Only when the hue becomes so brilliant my eyes won't shut.
Only when the trembling in my fingertips drives me mad.
I'll know I've found you.

To me, you are perfectly imperfect.
You are strange and beautiful.
But I only can see you when my eyes are closed.
So please don't wake me.
Please just let me sleep in.
Just.
This.
Once.

Maybe one day you will understand.
Maybe one day you will find me again.
I wish you would.

2009-08-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

Doomsday

2009-08-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

Since we're talking about doomsday,

which is tomorrow.

Isn't it scary ? Of course it is dumbo.

Pfft, It'll just be me and Bm Papers.

It's gonna be torture !

Torture i'm tellin ya'.

This is cute.

2009-08-07T10:00:00.000-07:00

Don't you think, this is cute ? cause for me it is.

2009-08-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

Dear Homo diary.

I spent my whole lotta day with Cit,Ling and Lau.
Which was fun.
Edzrie was the fun one.
Despite being crazy,
we enjoy ourselves making stupid videos.

Story of my Life

2009-08-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

I wanna let you know.I've been thinking bout you.I've been thinking of you.I'm always thinking of you.
The path of my life has always been death.Seeing death and living death are totally different things.Confusion and death come hand in hand for there is no understanding in death.No compromise.Just questions.No answers.Silence.Thriving of the dead and the demise of the living.Living and exsisting.Total opposite.Being there and being there.Opposites also.Am I living or exsisting?And why should I try to do either?What is left for me here?Why do I keep trying?Why do these thoughts haunt my mind?These questions are yet to be answered.And will only be answered when I reach the end of this horrific path.Hopefully, I will see the end before I wander into a different path.

2009-07-23T22:27:00.001-07:00

demerits should just kiss my ass

2009-07-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

I do not like the rules of this world.
This world is rotten.
Humanity is greedy & full of total idiots.
I'm not a part of this population,
I'm not a part of humanity.
I'm Farah, and I come from another world.

2009-07-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Nazatul.
It's great you're turning 16.
Hope you have a great birthday :)

2009-07-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

I smell danger.

quagga

2009-07-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

She's beautiful,
and dead

2009-07-15T07:48:00.001-07:00

Can you take me back to the person I used to be

Back when you were there for me

I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please

Way back when we were stupid

Held grudges just to help us sleep

Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?

-A rocket to the moon

Nostalgia is the failure of true emotion.

2009-07-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I watched Titanic with Fred.
Fred and I were heartless.
We laughed instead of crying.
He made fun of Rose,
while I made fun of Jack.

2009-07-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

"I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something." - Samwise Gamgee.

The Rag Doll and The Teddy Bear

2009-07-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time
Through a door just down the hall
In a dark, forgotten corner
Of the playroom was a doll.

She was only made of cloth,
A rather simple work of art,
But you could see where someone
Had sewed her a heart.

It had faded from carelessness
And being lonely through the years,
And she couldn't even cry
Because she hadn't any tears.

But then one day as she lay cold
And silent on the floor,
A teddy bear was tossed in
Through the squeaky playroom door.

As she watched him, he got to his feet
And slowly walked her way;
And her little red sewed heart
Came to life that day.

He gently picked her up,
And as he held her in his arms,
He noticed a faint heartbeat
And certain rag doll charms.

So he took some thread and stitched
A pretty twinkle in her eye
And fixed her sewed-on smile
Which had long-since gone awry.

He brushed away the dust
And cobwebs from her dress
Then taught her about love
In his fuzzy warm caress.

Those two have stayed together
Since that day so long ago;
And when he looks at her today,
He would hardly even know

That his happy little rag doll,
So content and satisfied,
Was the same one he had found
Cast so carelessly aside.

2009-07-15T02:44:00.000-07:00

I Can Never Forgive You For The Pain You Put In My Life. How You Lied And Left. The Only Regret I Have Is That I Knew You. I Wish You Were Never In My Life In The First Place. Would Have Saved Us All This Hate.

HAHAHA

2009-07-15T02:37:00.000-07:00

I'm not a monster, I'm just sick . Who would give anything to have my soul back. You should probably just shoot me in the head now, Otherwise, I'm gonna kill you. I'm sick, really sick. I'm one of them now. Quarantine me. I'm infected. Quarantine me. Don't you just love what I've become. I'm not a monster, I'm just sick. Who would do anything, to get my soul back. You should probably just cover your eyes now. I'll have to warn you, this is gonna hurt, really hurt. I'm one of them now. Quarantine me. I'm infected. Quarantine me. Don't you just love what I've become. I don't blame you for wanting me dead. I'm one of them now. I feel it in my blood now its turning me, It's turning me. You better lock the doors and hide.

say no to love and say yes to messy hair :D

2009-07-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

2009-07-10T05:42:00.001-07:00

Today's fun !
I skipped school and hang out with my buddy Fred.
Damn,
he's hair's gettin longer and he gain weight.

2009-07-09T05:18:00.000-07:00

I hate frogs but this frog is an exception.
He's beautiful !

Fuck all these zombies ! KILL EM ALL

2009-07-09T02:15:00.001-07:00

Favorite <3 !

2009-07-09T02:04:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time as a merchant set off for
market, he asked each of his three daughters what she
would like as a present on his return. The first
daughter wanted a brocade dress, the second a pearl
necklace, but the third, whose name was Beauty, the
youngest, prettiest and sweetest of them all, said to
her father:

"All I'd like is a rose you've picked
specially for me!"

When the merchant had finished his
business, he set off for home. However, a sudden storm
blew up, and his horse could hardly make headway in
the howling gale. Cold and weary, the merchant had
lost all hope of reaching an inn when he suddenly
noticed a bright light shining in the middle of a
wood. As he drew near, he saw that it was a castle,
bathed in light.

"I hope I'll find shelter there for the
night," he said to himself. When he reached the door,
he saw it was open, but though he shouted, nobody came
to greet him. Plucking up courage, he went inside,
still calling out to attract attention. On a table in
the main hall, a splendid dinner lay already served.
The merchant lingered, still shouting for the owner of
the castle. But no one
came, and so the starving merchant sat down to a
hearty meal.

Overcome by curiosity, he ventured
upstairs, where the corridor led into magnificent
rooms and halls. A fire crackled in the first room and
a soft bed looked very inviting. It was now late, and
the merchant could not resist. He lay down on the bed
and fell fast asleep. When he woke next morning, an
unknown hand had placed a mug of steaming coffee and
some fruit by his bedside.

The merchant had breakfast and after
tidying himself up, went downstairs to thank his
generous host. But, as on the evening before, there
was nobody in sight. Shaking his head in wonder at the
strangeness of it all, he went towards the garden
where he had left his horse, tethered to a tree.
Suddenly, a large rose bush caught his eye.

Remembering his promise to Beauty, he bent
down to pick a rose. Instantly, out of the rose
garden, sprang a horrible beast, wearing splendid
clothes. Two bloodshot eyes, gleaming angrily, glared
at him and a deep, terrifying voice
growled: "Ungrateful man! I gave you shelter, you ate
at my table and slept in my own bed, but now all the
thanks I get is the theft of my favorite flowers! I
shall put you to death for this slight!" Trembling
with fear, the merchant fell on his knees before the
Beast.

"Forgive me! Forgive me! Don't kill me!
I'll do anything you say! The rose wasn't for me, it
was for my daughter Beauty. I promised to bring her
back a rose from my journey!" The Beast dropped the
paw it had clamped on the unhappy merchant.

"I shall spare your life, but on one
condition, that you bring me your daughter!" The
terror-stricken merchant, faced with certain death if
he did not obey, promised that he would do so. When he
reached home in tears, his three daughters ran to
greet him. After he had told them of his dreadful
adventure, Beauty put his mind at rest immediately.

"Dear father, I'd do anything for you!
Don't worry, you'll be able to keep your promise and
save your life! Take me to the castle. I'll stay there
in your place!" The merchant hugged his daughter.

"I never did doubt your love for me. For
the moment I can only thank you for saving my life."
So Beauty was led to the castle. The Beast, however,
had quite an unexpected greeting for the girl. Instead
of menacing doom as it had done with her father, it
was surprisingly pleasant.

In the beginning, Beauty was frightened of
the Beast, and shuddered at the sight of it. Then she
found that, in spite of the monster's awful head, her
horror of it was gradually fading as time went by. She
had one of the finest rooms in the Castle, and sat for
hours, embroidering in front of the fire. And the
Beast would sit, for hours on end, only a short
distance away, silently gazing at her. Then it started
to say a few kind words, till in the end, Beauty was
amazed to discover that she was actually enjoying its
conversation. The days passed, and Beauty and the
Beast became good friends. Then one day, the Beast
asked the girl to be his wife.

Taken by surprise, Beauty did not know what
to say. Marry such an ugly monster? She would rather
die! But she did not want to hurt the feelings of one
who, after all, had been kind to her. And she
remembered too that she owed it her own life as well
as her father's.

"I really can't say yes," she began
shakily. "I'd so much like to..." The Beast
interrupted her with an abrupt gesture.

"I quite understand! And I'm not offended
by your refusal!" Life went on as usual, and nothing
further was said. One day, the Beast presented Beauty
with a magnificent magic mirror. When Beauty peeped
into it, she could see her family, far away.

"You won't feel so lonely now," were the
words that accompanied the gift. Beauty stared for
hours at her distant family. Then she began to feel
worried. One day, the Beast found her weeping beside
the magic mirror.

"What's wrong?" he asked, kindly as always.

"My father is gravely ill and close to
dying! Oh, how I wish I could see him again, before
it's too late!" But the Beast only shook its head.

"No! You will never leave this castle!" And
off it stalked in a rage. However, a little later, it
returned and spoke solemnly to the girl.

"If you swear that you will return here in
seven days time, I'll let you go and visit your
father!" Beauty threw herself at the Beast's feet in
delight.

"I swear! I swear I will! How kind you are!
You've made a loving daughter so happy!" In reality,
the merchant had fallen ill from a broken heart at
knowing his daughter was being kept prisoner. When he
embraced her again, he was soon on the road to
recovery. Beauty stayed beside him for hours on end,
describing her life at the Castle, and explaining that
the Beast was really
good and kind. The days flashed past, and at last the
merchant was able to leave his bed. He was completely
well again. Beauty was happy at last. However, she had
failed to notice that seven days had gone by.

Then one night she woke from a terrible
nightmare. She had dreamt that the Beast was dying and
calling for her, twisting in agony.

"Come back! Come back to me!" it was
pleading. The solemn promise she had made drove her
to leave home immediately.

"Hurry! Hurry, good horse!" she said,
whipping her steed onwards towards the castle, afraid
that she might arrive too late. She rushed up the
stairs, calling, but there was no reply. Her heart in
her mouth, Beauty ran into the garden and there
crouched the Beast, its eyes shut, as though dead.
Beauty threw herself at it and hugged it tightly.

"Don't die! Don't die! I'll marry
you . . ." At these words, a miracle took place. The
Beast's ugly snout turned magically into the face of a
handsome young man.

"How I've been longing for this moment!"
he said. "I was suffering in silence, and couldn't
tell my frightful secret. An evil witch turned me into
a monster and only the love of a maiden willing to
accept me as I was, could transform me back into my
real self. My dearest! I'll be so happy if you'll
marry me."

The wedding took place shortly after and,
from that day on, the young Prince would have nothing
but roses in his gardens. And that's why, to this day,
the castle is known as the Castle of the Rose.

Fred is here ! Fred is here !

2009-07-09T02:02:00.000-07:00

Fred's Here.
He's fucking here.
yeay ?

Your heart has a lack of color

2009-07-08T00:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I dremt of getting married with the one I hate the most.

2009-07-07T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hello homo diary !

I wanna sleep.
Zzzzz

2009-07-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I'm not even sure of who I really am anymore. I assure you, I'm constantly learning more about myself but am nowhere close to seeing who I really am. i'm different from most of my friends and i know that. i don't know where my life will take me. but i know God will put me in the right path.

2009-07-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

I can't make decisions, choices drive me nuts, and I have to choose now and it's killing me.

2009-07-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

I loike this !

I wish that

2009-07-06T07:43:00.001-07:00

All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish I was your favourite smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out, But you always wanna know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn't eat, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen I wish that we could see if we could be something ...

dont tell me the sky is the limit, when there are footprints on the moon

2009-07-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

I knew you weren't gay,
you're too innocent to be one.

2009-07-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

I noticed how beautiful the sky was the other day and then i realized it's because you're up there

Fractures in the facade of your porcelain beauty

2009-07-02T22:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i watched what dreams may come,
and I start to believe in soul mates.
What the fuck right ?
Why do I even believe in fucking soul mates when i dont even believe in fucking love.
Soul mates ?
Don't you think it's impressive.
Does soul mates really exist.
Who would even love anybody forever ?
For instance me,
I would really want a soul mate.
Someone i could like hold on to, FOREVER .
Forever is a long time, isn't it ?
But still,
I dont think love exist in me anymore.
I am purely blank.
I am heartless.
I don't feel anything.
I just want a soul mate.
Who isn't afraid of forever.
and there's no such thing right ?
How harsh

Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!

2009-07-02T08:02:00.000-07:00

By the way.
What do you call a person who diets and eats a lot ?

(Farts)*
I swear that wasn't me

2009-07-02T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today, is a normal day,
I hate normal days.
Why can't days be more un normal,
like old they used to.
Sigh***

2009-07-02T00:30:00.000-07:00

Ouch. It hurts. Don't you think ?
Ouch ouch ouch.

My new pet.

2009-07-02T00:21:00.000-07:00

Name:Ceasar Titts
Species: Zombie or whatever you name it.
Favorite food:Hawaiian pizza
Hobby: Watch tele.
Age: Unknown.
Price: I know you won't believe this, but this cute thing is totally FREE !

2009-07-02T00:01:00.000-07:00

I draw this, isn't it cute ?
Hehehe I know,
I'm gonna name him Bubbly, cos he looks like a bubble.

2009-07-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

Cannibalism

2009-07-01T00:27:00.001-07:00

Why is eating human flesh outlawed? Did anyone ever try? Does it taste bad?

you never know whats coming for you child.

2009-07-01T00:18:00.000-07:00

if you're feeling drunk put your hands in the air, and if you're tryna fuck put your hands in the air, now say "i'm fucked up, i'm fucked up. i'm tryna fuck, i'm tryna fuck." shots, patron on the rocks and i'm ready for some shots. the women come around everytime i'm pouring shots. their panties hit the ground everytime i give em shots, so cups in the air, everybody lets take shots. i'm fucked upp.

Have you realized ?

2009-07-01T00:16:00.000-07:00

Even after all this time the sun never says to the earth, "you owe me" look what happens with a love like that, it lights up the sky.

TRANSFORMERS

2009-07-01T00:13:00.000-07:00

Transformers was not bad,
I'm not really into robots,
but it was ok. 7/10
I still prefer Star Wars.

ALERT HIGHSCHOOL MUSICAL FANS

2009-06-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

I love

2009-06-30T04:44:00.000-07:00

do you like the smell of the rain in the morning ?

2009-06-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

Perfection is merely a state of the mind. I hate the saying nobody is perfect because, its not true. You may not be perfect to everyone, but there is someone that you will enlighten and be perfection itself to them. Perfection should not be based on looks, it is really the enter most wonderful person behind the looks you see.
and you're ugly.

I really kinda miss ya

2009-06-30T04:20:00.002-07:00

Whose name is a total secret.
You sux

2009-06-30T04:20:00.001-07:00

2009-06-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Appearance, I was thinking, about green hair, green skin. A new hulk look for a change ?

Dear Friends,i love every single one of you

Dear School, I hate you with a passion. I cannot stand the bloody homework and pfff no freedom much. I feel like It's isnt worth it to waste like another who knows how many years on you. There's so much I would bitch about you, but I still need you for the future

i will remember you

2009-06-30T00:09:00.001-07:00

2009-06-29T23:36:00.001-07:00

Nothing special today.
Except for Fred is homosexual.
Like you diary

2009-06-29T23:33:00.000-07:00

There's not to much time in this world,
Time's running,
and I need your truth,
A.
I love you.
and this shall be the last time I'm shall say it.

sometimes,

2009-06-27T05:55:00.000-07:00

I think Fred's pretty awesome.

Hate is a four letter word, love is a four letter lie, or is it?

2009-06-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

Love isn't like a penny on the street, you can't just see it one day and go "got it! I found love!" It's more of a process; someone grows on you and slowly but surely you slip into that feeling of needing that significant other, wanting to be with them, and so on. Some people don't feel that way. For instance, me. Maybe some people just aren't on this earth to love, while some are here only to love. Of course, love comes in many forms. Parents, siblings, friends, and even pets all give you love somehow, someway. It's just that, love takes work, and some people don't realize it and they take it for granted. Besides, what is love, really? Everyone has their own view on it. More family-based people see it as a "love your family" thing. Romatics see it more as "finding a significant other" thing. And friendly people are the people who just think "love everyone, and be loved." I agree, I think there's one in this world for everyone and we should definitly try to find that person that makes us happy and is our "other half." But it has to be under the right circumstances, you know? Not "looking for a good time" or "testing the waters." There's a difference between dating and love, and that difference is big.

2009-06-21T07:34:00.001-07:00

Those words torn my heart.
I don't know why I got so sad and SOO SAD.
All I know that is that I love you so much.
And those things you said to him,
scratched my heart and I don't know what to do,
(I am really sad this time)
(Really I am)
Goodbye my lover,
I love you just now.
and now I'm gonna hate you Forever.

Now that i feel better,
doesnt the above seems a lil bit cheesy ?

Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity

2009-06-18T02:09:00.001-07:00

to anonymous: i've finally given up on us and decided maybe we weren't meant to be. yeah its corny and all that but the words make perfect sense. you see, everytime i've tried to tell you i love you, and which i have, very often, something stops me.

2009-06-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

something smells funny in my house. like a mix between curry and poo

and then the fork run away with the spoon.

2009-06-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

Prince Charming belongs to Cinderella

Romeo belongs to Juliet

Edward belongs to Bella

Why would I want someone elses story, when I can have my own...

FUCK SEJARAH FOLIO

2009-06-17T02:21:00.000-07:00

fuck sejarah folio

fuck sejarah folio
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fuck sejarah folio
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fuck sejarah folio
fuck sejarah folio

fuck sejarah folio

well at least,

I RRRR captain

2009-06-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today I will be happier than a bird with a french fry

2009-06-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

it's not your gauges, it's your heart. your heart smells like death and I love it.
By the way, What movie's new ?
Cause I don't really have that too much time on life.
At moment time.
I am worried. Why ? Because it's been a year since I've been single, well (officially)
I'm scared I don't know how to love anymore but it's okay. Right. I think.
It should be.
Erm, well here's the thing, there's this guy name Anthony and I really kinda have a crush on him.
He's got the hair. Only. And that's the only thing he needs to melt my hair.
So, One Anthony and one coke please ay ?

I have been thinking bout my future, and I am going to keep it constant.

So ladies and gentleman, sit back and relax cause you're about to witness me writing my future down.

When I grow up... I won't get married. It's not because guys are crap. Relationship craps. I will adopt a daughter at an orphanage. I will work as a scientist. (This isn't constant) But I want to be a successful person, get rich, and then i'll be insane. I won't go to parties when I grow older. I go to parties now. I would want to be a more passionate person when I grow up. I would like to live in Greek, later on. and bring my parents along. and my adopted daughter. I wanna be like those old mad psychotic people who starred in Mamma Mia when I am crappy old and ugly. No matter what, I shall be seeing Ryan Cabrera live, or I won't die in peace.
There, my future's written and that wasn't so hard.

Dreams are total turndowns

2009-06-15T00:28:00.000-07:00

I am bored. I am so bored. Look at me ! I'm boring !

Woo Hoo ! Wow. It's so boring being boring !

Fred, I mean Jared says when you think you're boring,

watch movies with talking cats in it.

Who agrees with him, hand's up !

oooh
oohh
oooh
laalaa

Looks like nobody agrees to Fred, I meant Jared.

Tough luck babe.

I know how it feels like when nobody agrees.

*I think I know how it feels like.

Darn myself

2009-06-11T11:17:00.000-07:00

I've been watching "The Craft" and I kinda wanna be a witch.
I really do.
I mean I really do.
But ah fuck

Where do we go to make our dreams come true ?

2009-06-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

I guess I have dreams, big ones.
Like me having the ability to fly like Peter Pan.
and oh oh, going to Neverland and never grow old.
NEVER EVER EVER.
Pirates and mermaids and oh yeah the red indians :)
Man, talking bout it makes me feel so weird.
then, how does it feels like to be happy forever ?
I meant I wish to feel happy forever,
I hate being all sad and stuff.
That's why I am in this situation right now. That is the answer to your question.
"Why am I not loving anybody ?" It's true, i am feeling empty. Romance is dead. Love is dead.
I have erased all those lame data away from me.
and I am loving it.
Love hurts. It always does. It never was a happy thing.
I would also like to be Number one.
I've been number one in life.
Well number one among my siblings ?
Pfft lame.
I meant i wanna be number one in everything.
Like Nigel, KND kids next door.
I would also like my creations to come to life.
I have many creations that you dont know about.
I'm Mrs Psycho, dont you know that ?
I have a creation name Susan.
She's a perfect one.
I would also sometimes like to live in a fairy tale.
Candy land sounds fun to me.
Greek. I wanna get married in Greek.
It's a beautiful city, country whatever.
Oh yeah I also wish I won't get married.
Plus, I wish Fareez's dick broke tonight.

Nothing to do.

2009-06-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

Mafuyu Hinasaki <3

Today is BOOOOOOOOOOOOORING.
I get scolded a lot today, I've been leaving de books alone and pfft mum's mad babeh.
I got attached with the PS2 controller and I wont leave it alone. No no.
I bought three new games. Ahah.
Fatal Frame, silent hills, and Forbidden Siren 2.
and I am in loveeeee with Mafuyu Hinasaki.
Dont get me wrong I am not a manga freak like Porc Yellow.

ADAM LAMBERT <3

2009-06-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hola soy de Farah !

2009-05-28T07:00:00.001-07:00

A picture doesn't tell much. That isn't me.

THAT'S MY FACE.

Yeah, Hola I am Farah and I am fifteen. I am born on the 17th day in the month of April. I won't blab about anymore personal details.

Let's talk fun and games.

I love to DANCE. It's my fucking thing.
I dance everyday. Every night. Well almost, and I still can't get it right. Not a fast learner and i dance like a mad drunk chicken. But it's okay. I love dancing and I dance how the fuck I want. I am in love with Anna Pavlova, Mikhail Baryshnikov, Martha Graham, Fred Astaire, Gregory Hines, John Travolta, and Patrick Swayze haha !

Anna Pavlova <3
I whore you !

I love to hang out with my friends. Jared, Adam Ilham, My Porcelain Dolls, Najmi, Edzrie, Syazwan, Kid and etc. Especially Jared. He had my back all this while. He's like my boyfriend, but we're not. I love him a little bit more than I love any of my friends. We fight everyday and he's a loser. A LOSER. He often gives up and always let me win. AND HE SUCKS FOR THAT. Jared is a fun guy. He'll assured me he's gonna be my future husband. AS IF. It's lame when he ain't around. As for my Porcelain Dolls, Nur Shazreen, she's my tits, without her, life ain't good. Without her life's peaceful, and that fucks all the way. Sharifah Nadiatul Nur, she's my fucking vagina. Holla baby, i go on adventures with her sometimes, she fucks me a lot and i dont like it even a tiny bit. Maisha Ashikin, she's my butt. She's so cacat like Taik Goreng and i love her. and Siti Maryam, she's my big boom boom hole. Eventhough we're apart, we're gonna stay friends forever. Bestfriends, i mean sisters. FOREVER. I love my friends.

BITCHES YOU DONT WANNA MESS WITH.