Dear Homo Diary;

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hate is a four letter word, love is a four letter lie, or is it?

Love isn't like a penny on the street, you can't just see it one day and go "got it! I found love!" It's more of a process; someone grows on you and slowly but surely you slip into that feeling of needing that significant other, wanting to be with them, and so on. Some people don't feel that way. For instance, me. Maybe some people just aren't on this earth to love, while some are here only to love. Of course, love comes in many forms. Parents, siblings, friends, and even pets all give you love somehow, someway. It's just that, love takes work, and some people don't realize it and they take it for granted. Besides, what is love, really? Everyone has their own view on it. More family-based people see it as a "love your family" thing. Romatics see it more as "finding a significant other" thing. And friendly people are the people who just think "love everyone, and be loved." I agree, I think there's one in this world for everyone and we should definitly try to find that person that makes us happy and is our "other half." But it has to be under the right circumstances, you know? Not "looking for a good time" or "testing the waters." There's a difference between dating and love, and that difference is big.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Those words torn my heart.
I don't know why I got so sad and SOO SAD.
All I know that is that I love you so much.
And those things you said to him,
scratched my heart and I don't know what to do,
(I am really sad this time)
(Really I am)
Goodbye my lover,
I love you just now.
and now I'm gonna hate you Forever.

Now that i feel better,
doesnt the above seems a lil bit cheesy ?

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity

to anonymous: i've finally given up on us and decided maybe we weren't meant to be. yeah its corny and all that but the words make perfect sense. you see, everytime i've tried to tell you i love you, and which i have, very often, something stops me.