Tuesday, June 30, 2009

ALERT HIGHSCHOOL MUSICAL FANS

I love

do you like the smell of the rain in the morning ?

Perfection is merely a state of the mind. I hate the saying nobody is perfect because, its not true. You may not be perfect to everyone, but there is someone that you will enlighten and be perfection itself to them. Perfection should not be based on looks, it is really the enter most wonderful person behind the looks you see.
and you're ugly.

I really kinda miss ya


Whose name is a total secret.
You sux
Dear Appearance, I was thinking, about green hair, green skin. A new hulk look for a change ?

Dear Friends,i love every single one of you

Dear School, I hate you with a passion. I cannot stand the bloody homework and pfff no freedom much. I feel like It's isnt worth it to waste like another who knows how many years on you. There's so much I would bitch about you, but I still need you for the future


i will remember you

Monday, June 29, 2009

Nothing special today.
Except for Fred is homosexual.
Like you diary
There's not to much time in this world,
Time's running,
and I need your truth,
A.
I love you.
and this shall be the last time I'm shall say it.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

sometimes,

I think Fred's pretty awesome.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Hate is a four letter word, love is a four letter lie, or is it?

Love isn't like a penny on the street, you can't just see it one day and go "got it! I found love!" It's more of a process; someone grows on you and slowly but surely you slip into that feeling of needing that significant other, wanting to be with them, and so on. Some people don't feel that way. For instance, me. Maybe some people just aren't on this earth to love, while some are here only to love. Of course, love comes in many forms. Parents, siblings, friends, and even pets all give you love somehow, someway. It's just that, love takes work, and some people don't realize it and they take it for granted. Besides, what is love, really? Everyone has their own view on it. More family-based people see it as a "love your family" thing. Romatics see it more as "finding a significant other" thing. And friendly people are the people who just think "love everyone, and be loved." I agree, I think there's one in this world for everyone and we should definitly try to find that person that makes us happy and is our "other half." But it has to be under the right circumstances, you know? Not "looking for a good time" or "testing the waters." There's a difference between dating and love, and that difference is big.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Those words torn my heart.
I don't know why I got so sad and SOO SAD.
All I know that is that I love you so much.
And those things you said to him,
scratched my heart and I don't know what to do,
(I am really sad this time)
(Really I am)
Goodbye my lover,
I love you just now.
and now I'm gonna hate you Forever.

Now that i feel better,
doesnt the above seems a lil bit cheesy ?

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity

to anonymous: i've finally given up on us and decided maybe we weren't meant to be. yeah its corny and all that but the words make perfect sense. you see, everytime i've tried to tell you i love you, and which i have, very often, something stops me.
something smells funny in my house. like a mix between curry and poo

and then the fork run away with the spoon.

Prince Charming belongs to Cinderella

Romeo belongs to Juliet

Edward belongs to Bella

Why would I want someone elses story, when I can have my own...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

FUCK SEJARAH FOLIO

fuck sejarah folio
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fuck sejarah folio
fuck sejarah folio
fuck sejarah folio
fuck sejarah folio


well at least,

Monday, June 15, 2009

I RRRR captain

Today I will be happier than a bird with a french fry


it's not your gauges, it's your heart. your heart smells like death and I love it.
By the way, What movie's new ?
Cause I don't really have that too much time on life.
At moment time.
I am worried. Why ? Because it's been a year since I've been single, well (officially)
I'm scared I don't know how to love anymore but it's okay. Right. I think.
It should be.
Erm, well here's the thing, there's this guy name Anthony and I really kinda have a crush on him.
He's got the hair. Only. And that's the only thing he needs to melt my hair.
So, One Anthony and one coke please ay ?

I have been thinking bout my future, and I am going to keep it constant.

So ladies and gentleman, sit back and relax cause you're about to witness me writing my future down.

When I grow up... I won't get married. It's not because guys are crap. Relationship craps. I will adopt a daughter at an orphanage. I will work as a scientist. (This isn't constant) But I want to be a successful person, get rich, and then i'll be insane. I won't go to parties when I grow older. I go to parties now. I would want to be a more passionate person when I grow up. I would like to live in Greek, later on. and bring my parents along. and my adopted daughter. I wanna be like those old mad psychotic people who starred in Mamma Mia when I am crappy old and ugly. No matter what, I shall be seeing Ryan Cabrera live, or I won't die in peace.
There, my future's written and that wasn't so hard.


Dreams are total turndowns

I am bored. I am so bored. Look at me ! I'm boring !
Woo Hoo ! Wow. It's so boring being boring !
Fred, I mean Jared says when you think you're boring,
watch movies with talking cats in it.
Who agrees with him, hand's up !
oooh
oohh
oooh
laalaa

Looks like nobody agrees to Fred, I meant Jared.
Tough luck babe.
I know how it feels like when nobody agrees.
*I think I know how it feels like.







Thursday, June 11, 2009

Darn myself

I've been watching "The Craft" and I kinda wanna be a witch.
I really do.
I mean I really do.
But ah fuck

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Where do we go to make our dreams come true ?

I guess I have dreams, big ones.
Like me having the ability to fly like Peter Pan.
and oh oh, going to Neverland and never grow old.
NEVER EVER EVER.
Pirates and mermaids and oh yeah the red indians :)
Man, talking bout it makes me feel so weird.
then, how does it feels like to be happy forever ?
I meant I wish to feel happy forever,
I hate being all sad and stuff.
That's why I am in this situation right now. That is the answer to your question.
"Why am I not loving anybody ?" It's true, i am feeling empty. Romance is dead. Love is dead.
I have erased all those lame data away from me.
and I am loving it.
Love hurts. It always does. It never was a happy thing.
I would also like to be Number one.
I've been number one in life.
Well number one among my siblings ?
Pfft lame.
I meant i wanna be number one in everything.
Like Nigel, KND kids next door.
I would also like my creations to come to life.
I have many creations that you dont know about.
I'm Mrs Psycho, dont you know that ?
I have a creation name Susan.
She's a perfect one.
I would also sometimes like to live in a fairy tale.
Candy land sounds fun to me.
Greek. I wanna get married in Greek.
It's a beautiful city, country whatever.
Oh yeah I also wish I won't get married.
Plus, I wish Fareez's dick broke tonight.

Nothing to do.


Mafuyu Hinasaki <3


Today is BOOOOOOOOOOOOORING.
I get scolded a lot today, I've been leaving de books alone and pfft mum's mad babeh.
I got attached with the PS2 controller and I wont leave it alone. No no.
I bought three new games. Ahah.
Fatal Frame, silent hills, and Forbidden Siren 2.
and I am in loveeeee with Mafuyu Hinasaki.
Dont get me wrong I am not a manga freak like Porc Yellow.

ADAM LAMBERT <3