Story of my Life

I wanna let you know.I've been thinking bout you.I've been thinking of you.I'm always thinking of you.
The path of my life has always been death.Seeing death and living death are totally different things.Confusion and death come hand in hand for there is no understanding in death.No compromise.Just questions.No answers.Silence.Thriving of the dead and the demise of the living.Living and exsisting.Total opposite.Being there and being there.Opposites also.Am I living or exsisting?And why should I try to do either?What is left for me here?Why do I keep trying?Why do these thoughts haunt my mind?These questions are yet to be answered.And will only be answered when I reach the end of this horrific path.Hopefully, I will see the end before I wander into a different path.